{"id":565,"date":"2025-04-29T20:46:49","date_gmt":"2025-04-29T18:46:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sturny.ch\/?page_id=565"},"modified":"2026-04-21T20:44:22","modified_gmt":"2026-04-21T18:44:22","slug":"3-signs","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/sturny.ch\/?page_id=565","title":{"rendered":"signs"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

LONG <\/h3>\n\n\n\n

STORY CUT <\/h3>\n\n\n\n

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STORMY SEA

Churning
like the stormy sea.
Thoughts.

Abandon them.
Try.
At least.

Waves hitting hard
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age old rock.

Like that
I need to weather
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5 YEARS OF SOLITUDE

My body
shakes violently
sometimes

My heart pounding
like an iron hammer
against my chest

Silent nights
open eyes
turning thoughts

Short sleep
Recurring dreams
of caring embraces

Morning
has broken
a shattered spirit

I say farewell to the house
I say good bye my beloved cats
Empty heart

5 years
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SILENCE

Like a firing squad
your stoney silence.
Hitting my soul.

A blank sheet,
a stare.
I know that you can talk.

No, I can not.
Play along.
Anymore.

It seems a game.
Hide and seek.
It\u2019s not going well.

At least for me.
Unsure,
What to say.

I have to hide.
Behind an artificial 
veil of silence.
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LONG STORY CUT SHORT. STORMY SEAChurninglike the stormy sea.Thoughts.Abandon them.Try.At least.Waves hitting hardagainstage old rock.Like thatI need to weatherthis storm. 5 YEARS OF SOLITUDEMy bodyshakes violentlysometimesMy heart poundinglike an iron hammeragainst my chestSilent nightsopen eyesturning thoughtsShort sleepRecurring dreamsof caring embracesMorninghas brokena shattered spiritI say farewell to the houseI say good bye my beloved catsEmpty heart5 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-565","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sturny.ch\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/565","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sturny.ch\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sturny.ch\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sturny.ch\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sturny.ch\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=565"}],"version-history":[{"count":56,"href":"https:\/\/sturny.ch\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/565\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1031,"href":"https:\/\/sturny.ch\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/565\/revisions\/1031"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sturny.ch\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=565"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}